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Death by ~saisuke:iconsaisuke:

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©2004-2009 ~saisuke
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I did this when I was completly depressed and all I thought was killing myself.
Whatever. I doubt anyone will like this.

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~lastdinosaur Jan 18, 2004, 6:15:45 PM
I've tried to kill myself, and now I'm on medication. The static just about sums up how I used to feel towards everything. everything was fuzzy, hurtful and far away, and infront of my eyes all the tiem I saw death.

So I like it a lot.

--
There is a fine line between genius and insanity.


...Or there was, until I snorted it.

*DULCE ET DECORUM EST* - my online manga about demons, sci-fi and bare feet.
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~finir Jan 18, 2004, 6:41:09 PM
death to my eyes... burns.
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~saisuke Jan 18, 2004, 6:56:28 PM
Yeah, I know what that feels like...
If it's not asking too much, how did you tried to kill yourself? I'm on medication too, anti-depressives. Sometimes I think they don't work at all... But ok...
:iconlastdinosaur:
~lastdinosaur Jan 18, 2004, 7:26:12 PM
I threw myself in front of some cars on the highway.

That failed, and I started planning on hanging myself with electrical cord.

That's when I was put on medication.

--
There is a fine line between genius and insanity.


...Or there was, until I snorted it.

*DULCE ET DECORUM EST* - my online manga about demons, sci-fi and bare feet.
:iconsaisuke:
~saisuke Jan 18, 2004, 7:49:28 PM
Outch... Why didn't you tried something less painfull?
I tried to cut my wrists but it wasn't deep enough... That sucked... And It was a mess... Oh well... Someone advised me to take some painkillers and then cut the wrists cause you can cut deeper and don't feel much pain. You just fade away...
A friend of mine was dead for minutes when his heart stopped cause of depression and stress. I wish that with me would be that simple...
I live on a 12 floor apartment but I'm afraid to jump and to live cause down there there's dirt and trees... -.-
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~lastdinosaur Jan 18, 2004, 11:08:45 PM
I thought that if I jumped in front of a semi, it would just be smack and the lights would be out. I should have tried hanging from the beginning, but I think throwing myself in front of some trucks saved me. Weird, huh?

I've heard that if you draw a hot bath and slice your wrists, you won't feel the pain, either. The hot water keeps your heart pumping and stops your wrists from scabbing. Of course, I don't know this for certain, and it may just put you to sleep for a while.

...yeah, imagine if you jumped but lived, and instead you were paralysed from the neck down for life. You'd be so helpless.

--
There is a fine line between genius and insanity.


...Or there was, until I snorted it.

*DULCE ET DECORUM EST* - my online manga about demons, sci-fi and bare feet.
:iconsaisuke:
~saisuke Jan 19, 2004, 5:54:24 AM
Yeah... That's what kept me from jumping... I would be worse...
But now I don't think of it as before.
Hopefully things things will work out for me... I don't know, only time will tell.
:iconlastdinosaur:
~lastdinosaur Jan 19, 2004, 3:12:32 PM
:3 Things will all work out. *hug*

--
There is a fine line between genius and insanity.


...Or there was, until I snorted it.

*DULCE ET DECORUM EST* - my online manga about demons, sci-fi and bare feet.
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